April 30, 2005
Lalas. Yes. I came from Lalaland inc.
Korea Oz-ing now. ^^
So cool. The people downstairs are noisy.
Slept at 5.30am woke up at 8+ close to 9am.
That's 3hours and 30minutes of sleep.
Val's grandma whipped up ham and eggs
for us. ^^
Then we ate man tous as well.
The weather is super hot.
Been trying to find a small bottle of
facial foam/whatever at J8.
Failed. Why do they only give such stuff
as freebies? Sad case.
I want one to keep in my bag.
The big one's obvoiusly out of the question
and there isn't any small ones.
I can't stand my face feeling sticky
or whatever. =[~
Oh what a difference.
I'm a newbie once again. ^^
I hate firewalls. =[
Can't wait till Monday.
Then I can watch the 9-10pm show. ^^
Been deprived from fruits for a long time.
Muahahaha.
Everyone in the LOL Gang knows how to sing
Tong Hua. Muahaha.
My first proper chinese song that I know.
I still make it sound so happy.
Nobody wants to hear me sing it. xD
So we recorded our crapified singing.
Oh yes, oh yes.
I'm somewhat afraid of jigsaw puzzles.
But I feel like buying them. =x
The ones with the cheat behind. Muahaha!
I like the one at Val's house.
The guy wearing white with yellow hair.
Then I like the all in one Disney thingy.
And the nice nice house by the waters.
But I'm not going to do it alone. =x
Reminds me of the jigsaw I bought ages ago.
Mwahaha. 5years and still counting I suppose.
It's not even completed and has missing pieces too!
I'm bored at home.
Ask me out~
But of course don't ask me to accompany you
to go to some school or poly to do stuff.
Waste of my transport fees. =)
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[9:24 PM]]
Lalas. Yes. I came from Lalaland inc.
Korea Oz-ing now. ^^
So cool. The people downstairs are noisy.
Slept at 5.30am woke up at 8+ close to 9am.
That's 3hours and 30minutes of sleep.
Val's grandma whipped up ham and eggs
for us. ^^
Then we ate man tous as well.
The weather is super hot.
Been trying to find a small bottle of
facial foam/whatever at J8.
Failed. Why do they only give such stuff
as freebies? Sad case.
I want one to keep in my bag.
The big one's obvoiusly out of the question
and there isn't any small ones.
I can't stand my face feeling sticky
or whatever. =[~
Oh what a difference.
I'm a newbie once again. ^^
I hate firewalls. =[
Can't wait till Monday.
Then I can watch the 9-10pm show. ^^
Been deprived from fruits for a long time.
Muahahaha.
Everyone in the LOL Gang knows how to sing
Tong Hua. Muahaha.
My first proper chinese song that I know.
I still make it sound so happy.
Nobody wants to hear me sing it. xD
So we recorded our crapified singing.
Oh yes, oh yes.
I'm somewhat afraid of jigsaw puzzles.
But I feel like buying them. =x
The ones with the cheat behind. Muahaha!
I like the one at Val's house.
The guy wearing white with yellow hair.
Then I like the all in one Disney thingy.
And the nice nice house by the waters.
But I'm not going to do it alone. =x
Reminds me of the jigsaw I bought ages ago.
Mwahaha. 5years and still counting I suppose.
It's not even completed and has missing pieces too!
I'm bored at home.
Ask me out~
But of course don't ask me to accompany you
to go to some school or poly to do stuff.
Waste of my transport fees. =)
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[9:24 PM]]
Lalas. 2nd time staying over at Val's house^^
No gunshots here. Heh.
We killed ourselves at Lut's house
fixing a 1000piece jigsaw puzzle.
Took the whole afternoon to complete...
1/4 of it! MUAHAHA. The rest is blue. Heh.
Koping Val's food in her house. Hee~
Off for now. ^^
-nIx- @ [[2:48 AM]]
April 29, 2005
Oh yes. Marina Square has Chapter 2.
That's where I'm going to go
for my next haircut. Muahaha.
Rather affordable and has my trust.
But maybe I'd go the Bugis one. =[
Boo. Ange stop making your blog
look nicer and nicer. x(
I'm tempted to change again my blogskin. =/
And oh. I heard gunshots like at 2am.
Wonder how it's like to live in the times
of Redhood and all. xD
There was those that go bangbangbangbangbang
and those that go bang..... bang......
HAHAHA. Then I woke up my mum and complained.
She told me not to go too near the windows. -.-
Couldn't sleep because I felt so unsafe. Bwahaha.
Ended up assuming they were trying to kill
the wild dogs because I didn't hear any of them
barking for the whole night. =x
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[12:23 PM]]
Oh yes. Marina Square has Chapter 2.
That's where I'm going to go
for my next haircut. Muahaha.
Rather affordable and has my trust.
But maybe I'd go the Bugis one. =[
Boo. Ange stop making your blog
look nicer and nicer. x(
I'm tempted to change again my blogskin. =/
And oh. I heard gunshots like at 2am.
Wonder how it's like to live in the times
of Redhood and all. xD
There was those that go bangbangbangbangbang
and those that go bang..... bang......
HAHAHA. Then I woke up my mum and complained.
She told me not to go too near the windows. -.-
Couldn't sleep because I felt so unsafe. Bwahaha.
Ended up assuming they were trying to kill
the wild dogs because I didn't hear any of them
barking for the whole night. =x
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[12:23 PM]]
April 28, 2005
Did I mention that on the 26th April
there were 3 guys
in the food court at PS that kept
facing his bloody camera phone
in the direction of Lin and me
when we were eating?
They seem like bian tais.
Especially after what Lin told me.
Heh. Good thing she has the guts
to stare at them till they went away. ^^
So smart to notice what I was
trying to say when I said
"Can we move to another place."
Heh.
Everytime I take the MRT home
I feel so sad. Boo.
Because I always pass NYP. =/
And it's unavoidable.
Went to the passport building
in Lavender. Don't know the real name.
Took my photo there.
Happy with the third shoot. ^^
She made me shift my head so many times.
I mean it's not for a passport what. =/
First photo [exclude the handphones]
with the new haircut.
So I signed up for Accouting.
Hello subject that I'm alien with.
Even the membership fees alone costs a bomb.
$90 and 52pounds. Convert, anyone?
My legs are so tired with blisters. =x
So does my hand have that ugly "mole" look-alike.
Oh yea. Lin and me stayed over at Val's house.
See~ We're the first people who stay
overnight in her house ehs. =D~
I still don't know what happened on Tues,
9-10pm Channel 8 show. =[
So much to say. Can't remember what only. =(
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[10:10 PM]]
Did I mention that on the 26th April
there were 3 guys
in the food court at PS that kept
facing his bloody camera phone
in the direction of Lin and me
when we were eating?
They seem like bian tais.
Especially after what Lin told me.
Heh. Good thing she has the guts
to stare at them till they went away. ^^
So smart to notice what I was
trying to say when I said
"Can we move to another place."
Heh.
Everytime I take the MRT home
I feel so sad. Boo.
Because I always pass NYP. =/
And it's unavoidable.
Went to the passport building
in Lavender. Don't know the real name.
Took my photo there.
Happy with the third shoot. ^^
She made me shift my head so many times.
I mean it's not for a passport what. =/
First photo [exclude the handphones]
with the new haircut.
So I signed up for Accouting.
Hello subject that I'm alien with.
Even the membership fees alone costs a bomb.
$90 and 52pounds. Convert, anyone?
My legs are so tired with blisters. =x
So does my hand have that ugly "mole" look-alike.
Oh yea. Lin and me stayed over at Val's house.
See~ We're the first people who stay
overnight in her house ehs. =D~
I still don't know what happened on Tues,
9-10pm Channel 8 show. =[
So much to say. Can't remember what only. =(
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[10:10 PM]]
April 26, 2005
I'm totally freaked out now.
Yes. Someone has my address.
Oh my. So creepy.
Watched creep.
When the show ended everyone's like
"?"
Didn't get to watch the movie in peace.
Val and my mum kept calling/sms-ing. =/
Randy crapped like he hasn't got to
chance to crap for a very long time.
Walked from Dhoby to Orchard.
Lin wanted to enter Prada. LOL.
Was outside Far East when I felt
my hand brushing against something
I assumed to be rough.
Turned into the direction of the person
I bumped into to see her surprised face.
Then I saw a cigarette on her hand.
Saw a line of ashes and a glowing
orangey part. Quickly brushed it
off with my 2nd finger. -.-||
The blister's fast.
Ah help. I'm still so freaked out.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[10:17 PM]]
I'm totally freaked out now.
Yes. Someone has my address.
Oh my. So creepy.
Watched creep.
When the show ended everyone's like
"?"
Didn't get to watch the movie in peace.
Val and my mum kept calling/sms-ing. =/
Randy crapped like he hasn't got to
chance to crap for a very long time.
Walked from Dhoby to Orchard.
Lin wanted to enter Prada. LOL.
Was outside Far East when I felt
my hand brushing against something
I assumed to be rough.
Turned into the direction of the person
I bumped into to see her surprised face.
Then I saw a cigarette on her hand.
Saw a line of ashes and a glowing
orangey part. Quickly brushed it
off with my 2nd finger. -.-||
The blister's fast.
Ah help. I'm still so freaked out.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[10:17 PM]]
April 25, 2005
Disappointed.
And no thank you.
I don't want any course
other than that. =/
I didn't get in. Okay.
Here comes Accounting.
Sent Mr Goh a birthday sms and
forgot to write my name.
Then I had to send another to say
my name and class. LOL.
His reply was so short form.
How cute.
Then at night he asked how's my
joint admission application.
Then I told him about my withdrawal
and appeal and accounting.
"Wish u the best in the course u are undertakg.
It's supposd 2 b a gd one, too."
That's the 2nd half of the sms.
Told him I know where I want to work.
"Tat is good. U will succeed."
See so sweet.
I don't think I'll want to watch
the 7-8pm show anymore.
So err....? What's the point?
Yea. 9-10pm show's still interesting. =)
That's what makes me wanna stay home
all day~
Going out tomorrow.
Miss Siu's and Lut's birthday
are coming soon. =/
5-0 and still not good enough?
Hurr.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:16 PM]]
Disappointed.
And no thank you.
I don't want any course
other than that. =/
I didn't get in. Okay.
Here comes Accounting.
Sent Mr Goh a birthday sms and
forgot to write my name.
Then I had to send another to say
my name and class. LOL.
His reply was so short form.
How cute.
Then at night he asked how's my
joint admission application.
Then I told him about my withdrawal
and appeal and accounting.
"Wish u the best in the course u are undertakg.
It's supposd 2 b a gd one, too."
That's the 2nd half of the sms.
Told him I know where I want to work.
"Tat is good. U will succeed."
See so sweet.
I don't think I'll want to watch
the 7-8pm show anymore.
So err....? What's the point?
Yea. 9-10pm show's still interesting. =)
That's what makes me wanna stay home
all day~
Going out tomorrow.
Miss Siu's and Lut's birthday
are coming soon. =/
5-0 and still not good enough?
Hurr.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:16 PM]]
April 24, 2005
Hi blog.
Bye blog.
Woo~ Sex in the City. Yeaps.
What a nice couple.
Heh.
Jealous. =x Nah.
PDA, PDA!
Public display of affection.
Hiaks.
Trying to kickstart the habit of
sleeping early. Hurr.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:58 PM]]
Hi blog.
Bye blog.
Woo~ Sex in the City. Yeaps.
What a nice couple.
Heh.
Jealous. =x Nah.
PDA, PDA!
Public display of affection.
Hiaks.
Trying to kickstart the habit of
sleeping early. Hurr.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:58 PM]]
Just when I'm about to leave the house.
The rain starts. Oh, oh, oh.
Wanted to attempt going out without styling
my hair. Then I wanted to spray on glitter
just for the fun of it.
Then I sprayed and remembered it doesn't stay
on. So I styled my hair and sprayed it.
Then it started raining. Heh.
Anyway I've got glitter all over my face.
Heh.
When will the rain stop~
I'm smelling food. Yum.
But it isn't coming from my kitchen.
HAH.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[2:21 PM]]
Fact
I'm totally lost on roads and
my main source of transport is the MRT.
[[Excluding the bus I take from home to station.]]
I'm getting more and more allergic to wood too.
Even the floor in my room seems to be a trouble.
I don't mind taking Accounts anymore I suppose.
I found a goal in there that makes me
very, very happy.
But I don't know where I'll get people who
know how to get me in there, or if by the time
I graduate if there's a spot available there.
Nevermind~ Ignorance is bliss.
I want to help in the UN's bank
or go to Haifa and help. ^^
God's really always been around when I was sad.
God's always there.
Parents and friends can't always be around.
But I just feel so bad for ruining His plan for me.
Maybe He actually did want me to go Nursing
or something. That's why I didn't get other choices.
Oh I feel so bad.
Woke up at 8am today feeling fine.
But I decided I could do with more sleep.
Woke up more times between then till 11am.
11am onwards - woken up by blasting of music.
Compliments to my dad.
But I somehow managed to sleep till 12pm.
They want to go out.
I want to stone.
I don't feel like stoning [or going] to the arcade.
Bla bla. But I still feel reluctant. =/
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[12:32 PM]]
April 22, 2005
I went out just to pass lin the cheque.
Then I figured it wouldn't be worth
my transport fees for that few moments.
I ate fish and rice.
It made me feel super sick. =/
I still want that Esprit bag. Hehe.
Very, very old stock. Very plain.
But nIx says it's nice.
Too bad I have too many bags now.
Nothing much to say.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:21 PM]]
I went out just to pass lin the cheque.
Then I figured it wouldn't be worth
my transport fees for that few moments.
I ate fish and rice.
It made me feel super sick. =/
I still want that Esprit bag. Hehe.
Very, very old stock. Very plain.
But nIx says it's nice.
Too bad I have too many bags now.
Nothing much to say.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:21 PM]]
April 21, 2005
I somehow cannot and don't want to
believe what I just read.
But it remains a fact and it'll never change
until someone of higher authority changes it.
I ruined my future in that rash decision.
Fine. My fault.
Sigh.
And to those who keep asking
"What course you go in?"
I didn't get in any. Stop asking.
THANK YOU.
So I'm going to ask them if studying
in private allows me to work in
government sectors.
And if they tell me of course can.
I'm going to note down the name of
the person who say it.
Once I graduate and if I ever hear
the government sector saying
its totally impossible to enter
without a poly diploma.
I'm going to sue them till my last cent
for lying to me.
Mine, not my parent's or family's money.
But if the reason's that there's no space
or something else. Then fine. My fate.
I wanted so much to work for myself
and not under others. =/
Or at least be happy with what I'm doing.
I'm so completely alien to Accounting.
I don't even know how I'm going to create
an interest in that. HAH.
I'd better, quick.
To shout, to cry, to scream.
To do anything possibly rendered to human.
All for nothing.
I don't want to go out.
I know it's boring to stay at home.
But I rather be saving money.
Transport cost's already a bomb.
I'm only left with $60+ in my bank.
That's like 1.5months of transport fees
or maybe even lesser.
And in case you don't know,
my savings are spent or gone.
But I feel happier this way.
No money. No worries.. for now.
No pocket money too.
At least I don't feel bad anymore
leeching off other's pay.
Staying at home and koping food
ain't such a bad idea too.
Registration's open now.
I still can't decide to go or not.
If it becomes full.
I don't know what will my futre be. Heh.
Start working and continue because
the pay's so attractive.
The cook there told me
"Must go back study, don't just continue and
work like that because the pay's good."
I believe I can find a job with better pay.
I don't want to believe.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[5:02 PM]]
I somehow cannot and don't want to
believe what I just read.
But it remains a fact and it'll never change
until someone of higher authority changes it.
I ruined my future in that rash decision.
Fine. My fault.
Sigh.
And to those who keep asking
"What course you go in?"
I didn't get in any. Stop asking.
THANK YOU.
So I'm going to ask them if studying
in private allows me to work in
government sectors.
And if they tell me of course can.
I'm going to note down the name of
the person who say it.
Once I graduate and if I ever hear
the government sector saying
its totally impossible to enter
without a poly diploma.
I'm going to sue them till my last cent
for lying to me.
Mine, not my parent's or family's money.
But if the reason's that there's no space
or something else. Then fine. My fate.
I wanted so much to work for myself
and not under others. =/
Or at least be happy with what I'm doing.
I'm so completely alien to Accounting.
I don't even know how I'm going to create
an interest in that. HAH.
I'd better, quick.
To shout, to cry, to scream.
To do anything possibly rendered to human.
All for nothing.
I don't want to go out.
I know it's boring to stay at home.
But I rather be saving money.
Transport cost's already a bomb.
I'm only left with $60+ in my bank.
That's like 1.5months of transport fees
or maybe even lesser.
And in case you don't know,
my savings are spent or gone.
But I feel happier this way.
No money. No worries.. for now.
No pocket money too.
At least I don't feel bad anymore
leeching off other's pay.
Staying at home and koping food
ain't such a bad idea too.
Registration's open now.
I still can't decide to go or not.
If it becomes full.
I don't know what will my futre be. Heh.
Start working and continue because
the pay's so attractive.
The cook there told me
"Must go back study, don't just continue and
work like that because the pay's good."
I believe I can find a job with better pay.
I don't want to believe.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[5:02 PM]]
April 20, 2005
Oh they finally replied my email.
Not until I used my hotmail to send
them the email stating that
I sent an email 3days ago.
See I told you they'd reply on the same or next day.
But I still havn't got my answer. -.-||
I can view Korean font properly now
and a bigger Japanese font.
But now my Chinese font's somehow screwed.
Especially MSN nicks and all.
But all's worth when you want to play OZ. ^^
I'm getting more and more pro at
copying and pasting. =x~
[12:57:10 PM] × ___: i am me, hear me out. love me, because i
lurve u. why did u hurt me? did i ever tell u.. i am
sorry? thank you for being you. come, share my dreams.
life is precuious, so am i.
[12:57:17 PM] × ___: u get wat it mean?
[12:57:46 PM] indecisive__: i am cow
[12:57:49 PM] indecisive__: hear me mooo
[12:57:53 PM] indecisive__: i weigh twice as much as you
[12:57:57 PM] × ___: LOLXXX
[12:58:12 PM] × ___: but
[12:58:15 PM] indecisive__: looks like that tune lei =x
[12:58:18 PM] × ___: wat it exactly mean
[12:58:19 PM] × ___: ya lor
[12:58:20 PM] × ___: LOL
[12:59:03 PM] indecisive__: duno
Then Lin continued to laugh after I set
my away msg and Msn nickname.
[01:05:33 PM] i am me, hea: lala
[01:06:16 PM] × ___: ..
[01:06:17 PM] × ___: RIFK
[01:06:18 PM] × ___: ROFL
[01:06:27 PM] i am me, hea: u
[01:06:29 PM] i am me, hea: nuts x=x
[01:06:33 PM] × ___: jdshagdksajgda
[01:06:35 PM] i am me, hea: x.x
[01:06:36 PM] × ___: thx to u
[01:06:38 PM] × ___: stupid nix
[01:06:38 PM] i am me, hea: hehehe
[01:06:42 PM] i am me, hea: im smart
[01:06:48 PM] i am me, hea: i noe how to kill people wif laughter
[01:06:50 PM] × ___: mooo
[01:06:51 PM] i am me, hea: may u die in happiness
[01:06:51 PM] × ___: -.-
[01:06:52 PM] i am me, hea: ~
[01:06:57 PM] × ___: let ur sorrow be my dae
[01:07:12 PM] i am me, hea: lolss
[01:08:35 PM] × ___: ytd
[01:08:40 PM] × ___: or rather 2 daes back
[01:08:44 PM] × ___: cy ask jin shun
[01:08:50 PM] i am me, hea: dot
[01:08:52 PM] × ___: guess hu is ben is attached to?
[01:08:59 PM] × ___: den jinshun guess all e gals all wrong
[01:09:01 PM] × ___: den aft tt cy sae
[01:09:06 PM] × ___: "it's a brand of a milk"
[01:09:08 PM] × ___: den jin shun repli
[01:09:11 PM] × ___: "marigold?"
Now I'm the one laughing. =x~
Sigh I just don't know what I'm up to.
I just recieved the reply.
About some email failure as I call it.
I don't see the point of taking it up
and not being able to do what I want.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[9:48 PM]]
Oh they finally replied my email.
Not until I used my hotmail to send
them the email stating that
I sent an email 3days ago.
See I told you they'd reply on the same or next day.
But I still havn't got my answer. -.-||
I can view Korean font properly now
and a bigger Japanese font.
But now my Chinese font's somehow screwed.
Especially MSN nicks and all.
But all's worth when you want to play OZ. ^^
I'm getting more and more pro at
copying and pasting. =x~
[12:57:10 PM] × ___: i am me, hear me out. love me, because i
lurve u. why did u hurt me? did i ever tell u.. i am
sorry? thank you for being you. come, share my dreams.
life is precuious, so am i.
[12:57:17 PM] × ___: u get wat it mean?
[12:57:46 PM] indecisive__: i am cow
[12:57:49 PM] indecisive__: hear me mooo
[12:57:53 PM] indecisive__: i weigh twice as much as you
[12:57:57 PM] × ___: LOLXXX
[12:58:12 PM] × ___: but
[12:58:15 PM] indecisive__: looks like that tune lei =x
[12:58:18 PM] × ___: wat it exactly mean
[12:58:19 PM] × ___: ya lor
[12:58:20 PM] × ___: LOL
[12:59:03 PM] indecisive__: duno
Then Lin continued to laugh after I set
my away msg and Msn nickname.
[01:05:33 PM] i am me, hea: lala
[01:06:16 PM] × ___: ..
[01:06:17 PM] × ___: RIFK
[01:06:18 PM] × ___: ROFL
[01:06:27 PM] i am me, hea: u
[01:06:29 PM] i am me, hea: nuts x=x
[01:06:33 PM] × ___: jdshagdksajgda
[01:06:35 PM] i am me, hea: x.x
[01:06:36 PM] × ___: thx to u
[01:06:38 PM] × ___: stupid nix
[01:06:38 PM] i am me, hea: hehehe
[01:06:42 PM] i am me, hea: im smart
[01:06:48 PM] i am me, hea: i noe how to kill people wif laughter
[01:06:50 PM] × ___: mooo
[01:06:51 PM] i am me, hea: may u die in happiness
[01:06:51 PM] × ___: -.-
[01:06:52 PM] i am me, hea: ~
[01:06:57 PM] × ___: let ur sorrow be my dae
[01:07:12 PM] i am me, hea: lolss
[01:08:35 PM] × ___: ytd
[01:08:40 PM] × ___: or rather 2 daes back
[01:08:44 PM] × ___: cy ask jin shun
[01:08:50 PM] i am me, hea: dot
[01:08:52 PM] × ___: guess hu is ben is attached to?
[01:08:59 PM] × ___: den jinshun guess all e gals all wrong
[01:09:01 PM] × ___: den aft tt cy sae
[01:09:06 PM] × ___: "it's a brand of a milk"
[01:09:08 PM] × ___: den jin shun repli
[01:09:11 PM] × ___: "marigold?"
Now I'm the one laughing. =x~
Sigh I just don't know what I'm up to.
I just recieved the reply.
About some email failure as I call it.
I don't see the point of taking it up
and not being able to do what I want.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[9:48 PM]]
April 19, 2005
Channel 8's 9-10pm show looks nice.
Hurr. I like the way that girl's wearing.
So weird. But somehow cute. Hahaha!
Then the cabbage guy is overprotective? =x~
Then the 7-8pm show reminds me about what
I wanted to do but thankfully didn't do
when I was young.
When ever the good guy was doubted or maligned,
I always had the temptation to tape the show down
and go down to the actor/actress's house to show
the tape and prove the innocent party. HAHAHAHA.
Those were the foolish times.
So young. So innocent. Heh.
I wonder if any kid felt or did the same too.
Okay. See! I didn't sleep.
I watched tv.
7-8pm Channel 8 - haha~ evill.
8 - 8.30pm Wish you were here - rather nice
8.30 - 9pm Police and thief. =/ If only I known
the recycling thingy on Channel 8 was running just now.
9 - 10pm Channel 8.
I don't really remember titles. Haha.
All I remember is the 7-8pm show started off
with a Cantonese song in which I was
reading the chinese words.
Nu/Ru? li and ren shen and open. Haha.
Now I forgot it all over again.
Terrible.
Then the 9 - 10pm show
looks nice but somehow awkward for me.
The only difference is the spacebar. Hehe.
But why do shows feature hospitals
and all that so often. =/
MOE still hasn't replied my mail which
I sent like 2days ago.
Unusually long. The other time they replied
me the next day and on the same day.
I had to rephrase what I wrote. =/
I guess they couldn't read because
I used word to copy and paste something.
Why don't they just reply? Rar.
On the other hand, I don't want the reply
too soon either. =/
I don't want to see the answer to be
not what I expected. I want to work there.
Ange's getting head over heels over some
Year 3 guy in RP. Lalalas.
Such an enthusiast.
[10:26:18 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: .. the facilitator today
[10:26:21 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: described it as.
[10:26:26 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: climbing over mountains.
[10:26:33 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: and RP realli haf ALOT of mountains.
[10:26:37 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: esp in PHONEIX PARK.
[10:26:45 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: phoneix park = yr 1 pupils
[10:26:53 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: strathmore - year 2
[10:27:10 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: .. blabla in nth tower.
[10:27:14 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: he's...
[10:27:18 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: year 4
[10:27:19 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: 3*
My reply
[10:27:51 PM] indecisive__: ange : "I'll climb mountains high~ just to see you~ ohh~~~`" LOL
[10:27:56 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: =x
[10:27:57 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: LOLZ.
Now who said having no friends in course is torturous?
At least you still can make friends outside the course. HAHAHAHA.
And she loves her haircut because he says it's nice.
Just $1.30 less than mine.
But it's just high as mine. Killer.
I'm entertaining myself real well. =D~
[10:32:44 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: the guy in class
[10:32:47 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: is cute too
[10:32:48 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: =x
[10:34:42 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: he damn cute
[10:34:48 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: in class.
[10:34:49 PM] indecisive__: dot
[10:34:53 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: got 2 guys offer mi sweater.
[10:35:04 PM] indecisive__: LOL
[10:35:06 PM] indecisive__: u took his
[10:35:07 PM] indecisive__: lalala
[10:35:15 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: no lar
[10:35:16 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: ._.
[10:35:19 PM] indecisive__: den u nv take
[10:35:22 PM] indecisive__: den u freeze to death
[10:35:30 PM] indecisive__: den u come home complain to everyone wa
lao air con so cold blablbalbla
[10:35:41 PM] indecisive__: =xxxx
[10:35:46 PM] indecisive__: or mi wrong =x
[10:35:52 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: LOLZ
[10:35:55 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: =x
[10:36:00 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: ya telling mi mum
[10:36:06 PM] indecisive__: -.-||||
No I'm not jealous. Hehe.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[10:03 PM]]
Channel 8's 9-10pm show looks nice.
Hurr. I like the way that girl's wearing.
So weird. But somehow cute. Hahaha!
Then the cabbage guy is overprotective? =x~
Then the 7-8pm show reminds me about what
I wanted to do but thankfully didn't do
when I was young.
When ever the good guy was doubted or maligned,
I always had the temptation to tape the show down
and go down to the actor/actress's house to show
the tape and prove the innocent party. HAHAHAHA.
Those were the foolish times.
So young. So innocent. Heh.
I wonder if any kid felt or did the same too.
Okay. See! I didn't sleep.
I watched tv.
7-8pm Channel 8 - haha~ evill.
8 - 8.30pm Wish you were here - rather nice
8.30 - 9pm Police and thief. =/ If only I known
the recycling thingy on Channel 8 was running just now.
9 - 10pm Channel 8.
I don't really remember titles. Haha.
All I remember is the 7-8pm show started off
with a Cantonese song in which I was
reading the chinese words.
Nu/Ru? li and ren shen and open. Haha.
Now I forgot it all over again.
Terrible.
Then the 9 - 10pm show
looks nice but somehow awkward for me.
The only difference is the spacebar. Hehe.
But why do shows feature hospitals
and all that so often. =/
MOE still hasn't replied my mail which
I sent like 2days ago.
Unusually long. The other time they replied
me the next day and on the same day.
I had to rephrase what I wrote. =/
I guess they couldn't read because
I used word to copy and paste something.
Why don't they just reply? Rar.
On the other hand, I don't want the reply
too soon either. =/
I don't want to see the answer to be
not what I expected. I want to work there.
Ange's getting head over heels over some
Year 3 guy in RP. Lalalas.
Such an enthusiast.
[10:26:18 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: .. the facilitator today
[10:26:21 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: described it as.
[10:26:26 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: climbing over mountains.
[10:26:33 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: and RP realli haf ALOT of mountains.
[10:26:37 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: esp in PHONEIX PARK.
[10:26:45 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: phoneix park = yr 1 pupils
[10:26:53 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: strathmore - year 2
[10:27:10 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: .. blabla in nth tower.
[10:27:14 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: he's...
[10:27:18 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: year 4
[10:27:19 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: 3*
My reply
[10:27:51 PM] indecisive__: ange : "I'll climb mountains high~ just to see you~ ohh~~~`" LOL
[10:27:56 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: =x
[10:27:57 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: LOLZ.
Now who said having no friends in course is torturous?
At least you still can make friends outside the course. HAHAHAHA.
And she loves her haircut because he says it's nice.
Just $1.30 less than mine.
But it's just high as mine. Killer.
I'm entertaining myself real well. =D~
[10:32:44 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: the guy in class
[10:32:47 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: is cute too
[10:32:48 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: =x
[10:34:42 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: he damn cute
[10:34:48 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: in class.
[10:34:49 PM] indecisive__: dot
[10:34:53 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: got 2 guys offer mi sweater.
[10:35:04 PM] indecisive__: LOL
[10:35:06 PM] indecisive__: u took his
[10:35:07 PM] indecisive__: lalala
[10:35:15 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: no lar
[10:35:16 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: ._.
[10:35:19 PM] indecisive__: den u nv take
[10:35:22 PM] indecisive__: den u freeze to death
[10:35:30 PM] indecisive__: den u come home complain to everyone wa
lao air con so cold blablbalbla
[10:35:41 PM] indecisive__: =xxxx
[10:35:46 PM] indecisive__: or mi wrong =x
[10:35:52 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: LOLZ
[10:35:55 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: =x
[10:36:00 PM] ___ mi1kg3rx: ya telling mi mum
[10:36:06 PM] indecisive__: -.-||||
No I'm not jealous. Hehe.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[10:03 PM]]
I know I'll most probably have to end up doing Accounting.
Somewhat reluctant. But maybe that's what I get
for going against what God wanted me to do?
Didn't even bother to go down to the library talk
my parents wanted me to go, they were even willing
to go down with me.
"You go there, we can go there with you. If you don't
like it you can walk away during the talk then
you can go shopping. At most you waste 4hours
there, including transport."
"I don't want to go. Besides, these talks are
so brief and plain, I wouldn't get much out of it,
unless I want to ask a question. Besides, I don't
have money to go shopping and I don't want
to waste money on transport."
Even if they forced me there, I'd most probably
just step a foot in the library and out I go.
That would mean I did go after all.
And if you give me money to shop, I'd most
probably spend it all now. Else I'd deposit it in the bank.
I don't wish to see it at least for now.
I'm so stubborn. But my interest isn't there anymore.
Listening to Jia Ying's piano pieces
is like listening to songs that make you cry. =/
I don't know.
One moment they sound nice, the other it doesn't.
But songs from Phantom of the Opera are nice.
Maybe it's just the fact I can't get over
things that I like so easily.
I miss hearing piano songs while working.
If you ask me about Accounting and Nursing,
I'll most probably blabber everything
at you without even knowing what I,
myself am talking about.
One moment I'm so strong over Nursing
and the next I'm thinking it isn't that bad after all.
Mixed feelings.
I really don't want to listen to other's opinion anymore.
I rather remain this way,
I would still end up at this stage even
after countless attempts to try console me.
So many factors to consider, so little time then.
Utterly foolish. I might as well have not
handed up the form if I wanted to withdraw.
Save that $50 which could have been half a month's
worth of excessive transport.
Now even money can't buy my happiness.
I can't even tell if I'd be happy if I ever
entered Nursing.
All I know is somehow and somewhere,
I'm super upset when the thought of not being
able to go into Nursing crosses my mind.
Escapism's still my only way out.
I really don't want to wait till next year
to go in. To be older then the rest by a year.
I know I'm born in November, I only waste a month, mathematically.
But I rather save 11months.
I wonder if parent's rather send their child to
school at the age they're supposed to enter
or at one year earlier. I don't know how to phrase it.
I'd rather allow my child enjoy a year more of happiness.
But that's so impractical. Who would want their child
to fall back by a year from the others of their age.
How unfortunate can I be.
They're others much worse off.
Of course to say you don't need money
is totally impossible.
But why do we need so much either?
So many times in life, we ignore other's advices -
only to fall prey to them and likewise having your advice
falling on deaf ears again.
Just like when others told me to study hard for Sec3 and 4
else I'd regret.
Now I do. But nobody seems to listen to that warning
till it's all too late.
I barely scraped through Sec3 with 3 boderline passes.
It wasn't too bad for me after that.
Thanks to so many people.
Finally got the meaning of learn from mistakes
and not to repeat them.
Many times we set goals but not fufiling them.
The goal I had when withdrawing was to be
rich and able to buy things I want. Shouldn't that be happiness?
Now my goal's to be happy.
But I've barely started.
Sadness reigns, but not for long.
Been trying to sleep early but I keep
getting haunted by unhappy thoughts.
Then not wanting to wake up after I sleep.
No one but me to blame for
this remourseful state I'm in.
I'm so tired I want to sleep now.
But I know I wouldn't be able to.
Thanks to my sleep at 2.30am policy
which I fell prey to.
Even attempting to sleep at any time between
midnight to 2am would result to
sleeping only from 2.30am onwards.
Life seems so meaningless.
I've got nothing to spur me on.
Think of Me
Music: Andrew Lloyd Webber
Think of me, think of me fondly, when we've said goodbye.
Remember me once in a while - please promise me you'll try.
When you find that, once again, you long to take your heart back and be free
If you ever find a moment, spare a thought for me...
We never said our love was evergreen, or as unchanging as the sea -
but if you can still remember, stop and think of me...
Think of all the things we've shared and seen
- don't think about the things which might have been...
Think of me, think of me waking, silent and resigned.
Imagine me, trying too hard to put you from my mind.
Recall those days, look back on all those times,
think of the things we'll never do -
there will never be a day, when I won't think of you...
-nIx- @ [[6:01 PM]]
April 18, 2005
When there's a will, there a way.
Oh yea, oh yea.
The woman from the bank told my mum
she might be coming down to my house
so we can open accounts,
she never called to say she couldn't come.
My mum called her.
How considerate.
I wasted a day at home.
Escapism, escapism. Blablabla.
I'm like a little sapling and people around are
plucking my leaves and breaking my twigs.
So hurtful. They're evil.
I cried myself to sleep again.
I don't want money.
I don't want a house.
I don't want a car.
I don't want to fly to Japan to eat sushi,
to fly to Thailand to eat Tom Yam.
I don't want. I don't want!
I don't need them now.
They're just materialistic cravings.
I want my happiness.
I spent my day helping OZ Global.
Finally got into OZ Korea.
So I've played OZ of all the countries
known to me currently.
`pieces of me.
-nIx- @ [[8:14 PM]]
When there's a will, there a way.
Oh yea, oh yea.
The woman from the bank told my mum
she might be coming down to my house
so we can open accounts,
she never called to say she couldn't come.
My mum called her.
How considerate.
I wasted a day at home.
Escapism, escapism. Blablabla.
I'm like a little sapling and people around are
plucking my leaves and breaking my twigs.
So hurtful. They're evil.
I cried myself to sleep again.
I don't want money.
I don't want a house.
I don't want a car.
I don't want to fly to Japan to eat sushi,
to fly to Thailand to eat Tom Yam.
I don't want. I don't want!
I don't need them now.
They're just materialistic cravings.
I want my happiness.
I spent my day helping OZ Global.
Finally got into OZ Korea.
So I've played OZ of all the countries
known to me currently.
`pieces of me.
-nIx- @ [[8:14 PM]]
I wanted to find a song but I can't
remember the lyrics nor tune.
All I remembered was hearing it
in the car this morning and
a phrase caught my "ears". LOL.
Speaking of which, someone translated
Tong Hua directly into english.
Worth a laugh.
Since I last heard you,
Telling me your favorite story,
I have been thinking for a very long time,
Im beginning to feel paranoid,
Did I make any mistakes again?
You came and tell me with the tears in
your eyes,
That fairytales are all lies,
Its impossible for me to be your prince
charming,
Maybe you will not understand,
After the moment when you said you
loved me,
The stars in my sky, are beginning to
shine and shimmer.
Im willing to be, the angel you love,
In the fairytales,
Open my arms wide,
And let it become wings, to protect you,
You have to believe,
Believe that we will be like the fairytale,
With happiness and joy as the ending.
Everything is our beautiful ending.
I kind of adore the way I make
sad songs sound so happy and lively.
But my friends don't! Hah.
Too bad, I go for good tunes
and that one seemed nice to be happy. =D
Ohh. I can't believe I got myself
in this unhappy state.
What a waste of my teenage days.
Am I 16 or 17?
Makes no much difference.
Bahh. It only Biomed came to the rescue.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[2:39 PM]]
Seriously, the guy in the office spoilt my appitite.
Was really hungry before I slept,
and more after I woke up.
If you don't know anything you might as well
refer me to another person instead of yakking away.
Hello! I really wish to rebut you
but for my course's sake I didn't.
I was just too worried you'd
tear up my form and then the people
would never know about it in your fit of fury.
Ah whatever.
If I never had the interest in the course,
I would never go back there and appeal right?
Duh. Of course I know what I did previously was wrong.
Why do you think I would want so badly
to go back if I wasn't interested.
Oh man. You hurt my feelings.
Rubbing salt into my wound.
I know the course's full. I know they're
people waiting. You people just keep repeating it.
But oh yea, you're telling me as if it's a dead end.
You didn't even say "You can go write in to ask for appeal"
until my mum asked if it's possible.
Then she found another person to talk to.
I so want that course.
MOE hasn't replied my question. =/
They should by dinner time, I suppose.
And no, I don't want to go to other places
to learn Nursing except for NYP.
Plus private's out because you pay like 24k
just to get a diploma and a cert.
Besides, there'd be no point
if I'm not allowed to work in the government sector.
This is so bahbah.
Still, I'll wait.
I'll still want that course.
I'll wait till they give me the "No" before I give up.
In fact, I won't give up.
I'll just wait till I have no choice but to drop that hope.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[9:57 AM]]
April 17, 2005
Lol.
What's the use of going private
if you can't end up working in
the government sector. Rar.
Tomorrow, I shall appeal.
Then I shall wait for reply.
I was supposed to wake up at 8am.
But I ended up waking at 11am. =/
Went to Val's house to bake a cake.
It took us half a day which others
would most probably do in 2hours maximum.
So smart. =)
We were stuck with O2Jam. Bah.
Today's the most unhealthy day in 2005,
I supposed.
Junk food and more junk. Lala.
I'm so worried about tomorrow. =/
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[10:46 PM]]
Lol.
What's the use of going private
if you can't end up working in
the government sector. Rar.
Tomorrow, I shall appeal.
Then I shall wait for reply.
I was supposed to wake up at 8am.
But I ended up waking at 11am. =/
Went to Val's house to bake a cake.
It took us half a day which others
would most probably do in 2hours maximum.
So smart. =)
We were stuck with O2Jam. Bah.
Today's the most unhealthy day in 2005,
I supposed.
Junk food and more junk. Lala.
I'm so worried about tomorrow. =/
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[10:46 PM]]
April 16, 2005
I guess my indecisiveness landed me in deep trouble.
I still can't get over what I did.
But if I didn't withdraw I might
have felt reluctant to go in.
I might not have realised that I'm not
being true and respecting myself.
So much about my future.
Playing O2 and OZ occupies my thoughts
and relieves me only during game play.
Then those ugly thoughts rush back
the moment I stop playing.
So much for escapism.
Now that I've found what I really like,
I don't want to go Accounting anymore.
Sorry Jia Ying. =/
I don't even know what to do if I don't get in.
I skipped my Book 3 today.
I know I shouldn't but I did.
I wouldn't be in the mood to concentrate either.
I should be changing my blog address soon.
Bubbles don't deserve to have unhappy thoughts.
Bubbles is supposed to be cheerful and lively.
I'm so scared.
I know I can do well in anything I want.
But that was when games that I love like OZ
wasn't around. I wonder if it'd affect me
again this round.
I think I should take a break from OZ.
I half promised myself that I'm only
going to be playing for 3days but
it doesn't seem to be the case now. Sigh.
I just quit temporarily.
Passed everything to Shatz.
Anyone who wants to play OZ Phils msn me.
I'll help.
For the other countries OZ, go apply for Global.
Indecisive.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:37 PM]]
I guess my indecisiveness landed me in deep trouble.
I still can't get over what I did.
But if I didn't withdraw I might
have felt reluctant to go in.
I might not have realised that I'm not
being true and respecting myself.
So much about my future.
Playing O2 and OZ occupies my thoughts
and relieves me only during game play.
Then those ugly thoughts rush back
the moment I stop playing.
So much for escapism.
Now that I've found what I really like,
I don't want to go Accounting anymore.
Sorry Jia Ying. =/
I don't even know what to do if I don't get in.
I skipped my Book 3 today.
I know I shouldn't but I did.
I wouldn't be in the mood to concentrate either.
I should be changing my blog address soon.
Bubbles don't deserve to have unhappy thoughts.
Bubbles is supposed to be cheerful and lively.
I'm so scared.
I know I can do well in anything I want.
But that was when games that I love like OZ
wasn't around. I wonder if it'd affect me
again this round.
I think I should take a break from OZ.
I half promised myself that I'm only
going to be playing for 3days but
it doesn't seem to be the case now. Sigh.
I just quit temporarily.
Passed everything to Shatz.
Anyone who wants to play OZ Phils msn me.
I'll help.
For the other countries OZ, go apply for Global.
Indecisive.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:37 PM]]
I went, I saw, I believed.
My name isn't there.
I prepared myself not to get upset.
But I'll never give up.
Not even if it means wasting a year.
I'm not blaming anyone.
I'm just upset.
Maybe the right person to blame
should just be me, myself and I.
Today's a Saturday.
She asked me to come back on Monday
to appeal for Nursing.
I'm probably the last person they'd
want to consider because I've troubled
the people so many times and
send in my appeal so late.
I'm now no different from people
who can't get in any course.
But I don't care.
I'll do what it takes.
-nIx- @ [[2:18 AM]]
April 15, 2005
Bahh.
Spent almost meaningless time at the arcade.
Came home early because I intended
to play o2jam but it's down.
What a waste.
I love Christmas Memories Normal version.
Don't have much to blog.
I'm kind. Spare you people from reading.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[9:48 PM]]
Bahh.
Spent almost meaningless time at the arcade.
Came home early because I intended
to play o2jam but it's down.
What a waste.
I love Christmas Memories Normal version.
Don't have much to blog.
I'm kind. Spare you people from reading.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[9:48 PM]]
April 14, 2005
Forget it.
"For me, I don't intend for you to go Nursing."
Unless somehow or other I end up completing
the course and further to being a Doctor or what.
Wow. Impressive! Sounds so frigging easy to do.
It seems as if money no problem, or it's so easy -
just follow the steps 1,2,3! Bullshit.
Just because she heard a son of a friend of don't know who
did it before, it's so possible for everyone.
Ever heard of connections and all?
.
.
.
.
.
.
Whatever.
I won't go.
Now I know their answer. I won't go anymore.
How the shit can I bear to go to a course
that she doesn't intend me to go?
Besides, I wouldn't be able to stand it,
if I find them talking behind my back.
Can imagine her being so relieved and glad
if I change my mind.
Accounts. I'm fine with it.
Grow money minded, materialistic. Splendid.
Hello to $.$ people.
This's the third time I've been psychoed
out of Nursing into Accounting.
I have no idea where my stubborness disappeared to.
I don'twanthave to think anymore since
they already cleared that thought off their mind.
No more horseplay.
No more beating around the bush.
This sucks.
I don't even think she intends to go back to the poly and help me take back my withdrawal paper. With all that delay since morning.
Whatever.
Don't go then don't go.
It doesn't matter much now.
Even if I really want to change my mind,
I'll just humiliate myself being 1year older
than most of the people in the course.
I wonder if I should be angry at myself.
Everytime I get that gush of happiness
when I made up my mind to go Nursing.
That feeling's all gone.
I wonder if it'll come back. =(
I wonder which would bring more happiness to me.
Being in the choice course or money?
But can money really buy happiness?
Off for now.
I'm going to sleep.
End of talk.
Please do not talk to me about anything
regarding these two courses.
I've made my decision.
Talk about children trying so hard
to please their parents, I guess I'm one of them.
-nIx- @ [[2:50 PM]]
Forget it.
"For me, I don't intend for you to go Nursing."
Unless somehow or other I end up completing
the course and further to being a Doctor or what.
Wow. Impressive! Sounds so frigging easy to do.
It seems as if money no problem, or it's so easy -
just follow the steps 1,2,3! Bullshit.
Just because she heard a son of a friend of don't know who
did it before, it's so possible for everyone.
Ever heard of connections and all?
.
.
.
.
.
.
Whatever.
I won't go.
Now I know their answer. I won't go anymore.
How the shit can I bear to go to a course
that she doesn't intend me to go?
Besides, I wouldn't be able to stand it,
if I find them talking behind my back.
Can imagine her being so relieved and glad
if I change my mind.
Accounts. I'm fine with it.
Grow money minded, materialistic. Splendid.
Hello to $.$ people.
This's the third time I've been psychoed
out of Nursing into Accounting.
I have no idea where my stubborness disappeared to.
I don't
they already cleared that thought off their mind.
No more horseplay.
No more beating around the bush.
This sucks.
I don't even think she intends to go back to the poly and help me take back my withdrawal paper. With all that delay since morning.
Whatever.
Don't go then don't go.
It doesn't matter much now.
Even if I really want to change my mind,
I'll just humiliate myself being 1year older
than most of the people in the course.
I wonder if I should be angry at myself.
Everytime I get that gush of happiness
when I made up my mind to go Nursing.
That feeling's all gone.
I wonder if it'll come back. =(
I wonder which would bring more happiness to me.
Being in the choice course or money?
But can money really buy happiness?
Off for now.
I'm going to sleep.
End of talk.
Please do not talk to me about anything
regarding these two courses.
I've made my decision.
Talk about children trying so hard
to please their parents, I guess I'm one of them.
-nIx- @ [[2:50 PM]]
So sickening.
This is the third time someone's making
me change my mind again.
Now I'm back to square 1.
Thanks to my mum this time.
"Seriously I prefer you going Accounting."
Blablablablbalbla.
Then she says all the thing about Nursing.
Maybe I should just draw lots.
-nIx- @ [[2:16 PM]]
I think I'm going to have sleepless nights.
I thought that withdrawing would make
me feel better, but no.
I can't even believe I did that.
My heart's been voicing out its view to me.
Foolish acts have consequences.
I decided to give it a third chance,
if they would give me a second chance.
How foolish.
If they don't allow me to get back inside there
then I'll go Accounting.
See if I like it there.
Else I'd just join Nursing the next year
and treat myself like a Sec5 graduate.
Bahhhhh.
Yes I'm bluffing no one but myself.
-nIx- @ [[12:21 PM]]
April 13, 2005
I can't imagine I did that.
It's the STUPIDEST move I ever took.
Why am I crying when I already made my decision.
I really don't know what to do.
To go with my heart or my desires.
It hurts so bad.
I don't know what to do.
Nursing. =(
You'll never treasure what you want most,
until you lose it.
-nIx- @ [[11:56 PM]]
I can't imagine I did that.
It's the STUPIDEST move I ever took.
Why am I crying when I already made my decision.
I really don't know what to do.
To go with my heart or my desires.
It hurts so bad.
I don't know what to do.
Nursing. =(
You'll never treasure what you want most,
until you lose it.
-nIx- @ [[11:56 PM]]
Zzz. Add me then ask me who I am.
I got add you meh? =/
Nevermind fine.
I withdrew from Nursing.
Byebye $50. Oh yea. $30 for checkup too.
Yes I feel the heartache for it too.
I like Nursing but I love myself more.
Was somehow close to tears when my mum
asked for the withdrawal form.
It's already so hard trying to buy things.
I know the pay will gradually rise for Nursing.
But it's the second time I'm unhappy with it
I don't think I can give it a third chance.
If I'm unhappy with it, how can I give my best?
How can I expect to score better compared to
not being too happy in the course?
I'm very sorry to waste close to $100.
I'm still stuck on the mentality that
Accountants get more pay than Nurses.
That is if I manage to secure a job.
Was upset by my mum who was telling me
something like I was trying to rebel her
when I told her I still wanted to work
in the hospital if I'm an accountant.
I've been wanting that since I don't know when.
I don't make rash decisions like that
just to rebel her. Dohh.
Maybe I shouldn't have withdrew from it.
I don't know. I just can't think now.
This is so confusing.
What if I don't get a job in accounting?
What if there happens to be some
buisness fall or crisis or whatever?
What if my pay ends up the same?
What if Nursing's pay rise?
What if I don't like Accounting?
What if I don't pass Accounting?
My mind is running with "what if-s" now.
I'm really lost.
I don't know if the move I made was smart or not.
If I don't like Accounting I could quit after
1year and go to Nursing.
But that'd mean I'm one year back.
Bahh.
What should I do?
I'm so lost.
-nIx- @ [[8:47 PM]]
April 12, 2005
Can't bother to edit yesterday's entry.
Don't have much to say either.
I just don't have the mindset to think.
Oh yea. My dad talked to JiaYing
and her dad for a very long long time. =/
Went to the gym for 30min of cycling. =x
Then to swimming! Bahbah~
Came home to touch up my hair. =D
Followed by lunch at Yoshinoya
and viewing of cars at Eunos area.
I like the Nissan's Latio or whatever.
I hate the rest.
They're all wood, sports rim, etc etc.
What's so fashionable about that? Crazy.
The wood looks super duper horrible.
But people even bother to pay extra for it.
Urggh.
Horrible, terrible. Whatever.
I'm 250g to my gold rod. XD
Imagine how much gold I'd waste
to buy a better rod in between.
My new account's *\[^-^]/*
Hee.
Ok fine. Life's not as happy.
Still deciding if I should waste $50 or
the either $300 or $1300+, not sure which.
Bahhh.
But come to think of it,
I think nurses are UNDERPAID. Sighh.
Accounts would mean more freedom
in terms of money budgets and all. =/
Tssk.
Seriously, the want to go
to these two courses is just as equal.
Too bad Biomed didn't come for the rescue.
Nursing -
I'd get to do what I want.
But after three years of hapiness,
I might be unhappy doing shifts, having less pay
and probably regret not going Accounting.
Accounting -
I'd get the better pay, somewhat boring life
and probably regret not going Nursing.
Maybe thoughts will change,
I can't know my feelings 3years ahead. =/
I know that whatever course I take,
I'd be equally determined to do my best,
to succeed and all.
One thing for sure, I don't plan to fail.
I really don't know who to talk to.
If you ask an Accountant, they'd reccomend Accounting.
If you ask a Nurse, they'd recommend Nursing.
If you ask someone who knows nothing about both,
I'm going to be more stressed.
If I asked someone who knows everything about both,
it's just as stressful. =(~
Someone just came to me in OZ
and gave me a set of clothes to wear.
How sweet. angel_anne18 =)
Of course, such an angel. =p
Ah I really don't know what course to take. =/
Off for now. =(
-nIx- @ [[5:36 PM]]
Can't bother to edit yesterday's entry.
Don't have much to say either.
I just don't have the mindset to think.
Oh yea. My dad talked to JiaYing
and her dad for a very long long time. =/
Went to the gym for 30min of cycling. =x
Then to swimming! Bahbah~
Came home to touch up my hair. =D
Followed by lunch at Yoshinoya
and viewing of cars at Eunos area.
I like the Nissan's Latio or whatever.
I hate the rest.
They're all wood, sports rim, etc etc.
What's so fashionable about that? Crazy.
The wood looks super duper horrible.
But people even bother to pay extra for it.
Urggh.
Horrible, terrible. Whatever.
I'm 250g to my gold rod. XD
Imagine how much gold I'd waste
to buy a better rod in between.
My new account's *\[^-^]/*
Hee.
Ok fine. Life's not as happy.
Still deciding if I should waste $50 or
the either $300 or $1300+, not sure which.
Bahhh.
But come to think of it,
I think nurses are UNDERPAID. Sighh.
Accounts would mean more freedom
in terms of money budgets and all. =/
Tssk.
Seriously, the want to go
to these two courses is just as equal.
Too bad Biomed didn't come for the rescue.
Nursing -
I'd get to do what I want.
But after three years of hapiness,
I might be unhappy doing shifts, having less pay
and probably regret not going Accounting.
Accounting -
I'd get the better pay, somewhat boring life
and probably regret not going Nursing.
Maybe thoughts will change,
I can't know my feelings 3years ahead. =/
I know that whatever course I take,
I'd be equally determined to do my best,
to succeed and all.
One thing for sure, I don't plan to fail.
I really don't know who to talk to.
If you ask an Accountant, they'd reccomend Accounting.
If you ask a Nurse, they'd recommend Nursing.
If you ask someone who knows nothing about both,
I'm going to be more stressed.
If I asked someone who knows everything about both,
it's just as stressful. =(~
Someone just came to me in OZ
and gave me a set of clothes to wear.
How sweet. angel_anne18 =)
Of course, such an angel. =p
Ah I really don't know what course to take. =/
Off for now. =(
-nIx- @ [[5:36 PM]]
April 11, 2005
Blogger screwed up when I wanted to blog yesterday.
Changed the date again =x
I got into OZGlobal.
I signed up for Nursing.
I got rejected from RP.
That's about all.
Shall edit this post later on.
-nIx- @ [[12:59 PM]]
Blogger screwed up when I wanted to blog yesterday.
Changed the date again =x
I got into OZGlobal.
I signed up for Nursing.
I got rejected from RP.
That's about all.
Shall edit this post later on.
-nIx- @ [[12:59 PM]]
April 10, 2005
Changed the time again. =x
I'm back to OZ.
This time I'm determined to start
from square one. No help! Heh.
Just like the beta days,
no financial help this time. =D
So I've only got like 2k after 1whole day.
Once I've got a gold rod it's a breeze throughout.
Was much of a loner today. =x
Fished all by myself. =x
I mean I used the almighty bot!
But I was more or less in front of the screen
90% of the time. =x
So much for being deprived of OZ
that I'm there even though the bots
do the clicking and fishing. =x
Where is shatzee? =(
My other account expired with everything inside.
I still want back my old account.
I drove myself nuts in the afternoon
finding all my log books and all.
Then I saw the password but it didn't work.
Wonder if it's because they reset everything or what.
I WANNA JOIN OZGLOBAL! ><
Went to the columbrium to visit
my grandfather (father's side).
So early!
Followed by breakfast at Mac
because LJS had $2 off if you show
the don't know what bank card.
Then my mum was like $2 eh,
next time then come. =(~
I've got something to complain about.
What kind of place is MacDonald becoming?
They allow their staff to have nametags
that have 3 replacing the "e"
or some funny funny names.
Hello? Are they there to work or what?
Funny name is still acceptable
but replacing a 3 with "e" or some 1 with "i"
is totally horrendous to me.
Which parents give their kids a name with numbers?
I don't know but maybe it'd be just a nickname
at the very most right? Bahh.
I don't know why I get so upset over this
small, small matter.
Jia Ying called me for a short talk.
Then her dad somehow took over
and talked to me about accounting.
I'm so -.- now I don't know where to go, AGAIN.
Accounts and Nursing both seem feasible. =/
I'll go Biomed no matter what if I manage
to get in that oh-so-nice course.What ever my final decision will be,
I still want to end up working in the Hospital.
What if I'm not as happy with either.
I still want my Biomed. =(
Of course if it's not meant to be,
then that's what God has planned for me.
I'm not going to pay 24k just to go private.
What ever my final decision will be,
I still want to end up working in the Hospital.
Will discuss with my dad when he comes home.
He'd most probably say I'm so fickle minded
or whatever the term is.
He doesn't dare to say much else he'd end up
being accused by me for choosing the course
for me by the way he speaks about them and all that.
If I go Nursing, I'd have to do everything by today -
[[11 April 2005]]
I don't have a nice passport-sized photo.
Hah. It sounds as if it's as huge as the passport.
I don't want to take one in my hairstyle. =/
Hahaha. No confidence.
I can't smile as nicely to myself in the mirror
as I once used to. =(
nIx the care-a-lot-about-appearencehair girl. =x
I bought a hand band for $3.
It's for donation, not from those shops
which earn for themselves.
But speaking of which, I still think
they'd get more donations if
they priced it at $2.
Why? That's market price
and more people want to buy it at that,
which means you get just as much
as pricing it at $3.
Surprised that my dad actually
allowed me to buy such stuff. =x
I don't think I'd be wearing it
because it's sort of out of fashion,
not so much on that point but I just
hate remarks from people and all.
But hey! It's orange. =x
I'll either wait till it really
gets so, so outdated or wear it during
my dress weird days. =D
Oh yea, my mouse isn't as small
as I always imagine it to be. Heh.
I'm seriously missing a lot of people, things, etc.
I still havn't got my ice skating,
either I'm broke or they're broke. =(
And I miss those people I havn't seen for
a long, long time. Really, really much. <3 =(~
Bahh. =(
Okay enough. I always get into this semi-depressed
state whenvever I miss anything or whatever.
I still can't figure out why I can be so attached
to something and never give up hope. -.-
Maybe it's good, maybe it's bad. =/
It all adds up to my determination...
and stubborness. =x
Somehow worried that my blood test results
will somehow end up not what it's
supposed to be. Boo.
Oink : Read your mail! Heh.
I hope I didn't give you the wrong link
because I didn't open it.
I think it should be correct. =x
Lin : Where have you been?
Lut : What CCA did you choose?
Ahhhh. I just feel so tied down and restrained.
How?
It's now 2.10AM.
No matter how tired my eyes are,
I think it's pointless to switch off
my computer now. =/
I'll never get to sleep till 2.30am. =/
Of course if I think that way then it'd
always happen. Hah.
My sis bought me a porcelain doll and a star earring.
Yippie.
Another 1.5k to my gold rod. xD
I feel so proud of my achievment. =D
2544g now. =)
Ah I'm so lost.
My heart's at Nursing.
But my brain's at the pay of Accounting.
Why don't they just give me Biomed to solve my dilemma?
I feel so selfish.
Money will always be the problem.
I've been somehow holding back with money.
Money can't buy happiness.
If I asked my heart where I want to go,
it'd be Nursing.
But there's so many factors to consider. ><
I can't imagine how materialistic I'd become.
I don't want to.
But what about living life in comfort?
Ah I'm so bothered.
I'll talk to my dad when he's back.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[12:59 PM]]
Changed the time again. =x
I'm back to OZ.
This time I'm determined to start
from square one. No help! Heh.
Just like the beta days,
no financial help this time. =D
So I've only got like 2k after 1whole day.
Once I've got a gold rod it's a breeze throughout.
Was much of a loner today. =x
Fished all by myself. =x
I mean I used the almighty bot!
But I was more or less in front of the screen
90% of the time. =x
So much for being deprived of OZ
that I'm there even though the bots
do the clicking and fishing. =x
Where is shatzee? =(
My other account expired with everything inside.
I still want back my old account.
I drove myself nuts in the afternoon
finding all my log books and all.
Then I saw the password but it didn't work.
Wonder if it's because they reset everything or what.
I WANNA JOIN OZGLOBAL! ><
Went to the columbrium to visit
my grandfather (father's side).
So early!
Followed by breakfast at Mac
because LJS had $2 off if you show
the don't know what bank card.
Then my mum was like $2 eh,
next time then come. =(~
I've got something to complain about.
What kind of place is MacDonald becoming?
They allow their staff to have nametags
that have 3 replacing the "e"
or some funny funny names.
Hello? Are they there to work or what?
Funny name is still acceptable
but replacing a 3 with "e" or some 1 with "i"
is totally horrendous to me.
Which parents give their kids a name with numbers?
I don't know but maybe it'd be just a nickname
at the very most right? Bahh.
I don't know why I get so upset over this
small, small matter.
Jia Ying called me for a short talk.
Then her dad somehow took over
and talked to me about accounting.
I'm so -.- now I don't know where to go, AGAIN.
Accounts and Nursing both seem feasible. =/
I'll go Biomed no matter what if I manage
to get in that oh-so-nice course.What ever my final decision will be,
I still want to end up working in the Hospital.
What if I'm not as happy with either.
I still want my Biomed. =(
Of course if it's not meant to be,
then that's what God has planned for me.
I'm not going to pay 24k just to go private.
What ever my final decision will be,
I still want to end up working in the Hospital.
Will discuss with my dad when he comes home.
He'd most probably say I'm so fickle minded
or whatever the term is.
He doesn't dare to say much else he'd end up
being accused by me for choosing the course
for me by the way he speaks about them and all that.
If I go Nursing, I'd have to do everything by today -
[[11 April 2005]]
I don't have a nice passport-sized photo.
Hah. It sounds as if it's as huge as the passport.
I don't want to take one in my hairstyle. =/
Hahaha. No confidence.
I can't smile as nicely to myself in the mirror
as I once used to. =(
nIx the care-a-lot-about-
I bought a hand band for $3.
It's for donation, not from those shops
which earn for themselves.
But speaking of which, I still think
they'd get more donations if
they priced it at $2.
Why? That's market price
and more people want to buy it at that,
which means you get just as much
as pricing it at $3.
Surprised that my dad actually
allowed me to buy such stuff. =x
I don't think I'd be wearing it
because it's sort of out of fashion,
not so much on that point but I just
hate remarks from people and all.
But hey! It's orange. =x
I'll either wait till it really
gets so, so outdated or wear it during
my dress weird days. =D
Oh yea, my mouse isn't as small
as I always imagine it to be. Heh.
I'm seriously missing a lot of people, things, etc.
I still havn't got my ice skating,
either I'm broke or they're broke. =(
And I miss those people I havn't seen for
a long, long time. Really, really much. <3 =(~
Bahh. =(
Okay enough. I always get into this semi-depressed
state whenvever I miss anything or whatever.
I still can't figure out why I can be so attached
to something and never give up hope. -.-
Maybe it's good, maybe it's bad. =/
It all adds up to my determination...
and stubborness. =x
Somehow worried that my blood test results
will somehow end up not what it's
supposed to be. Boo.
Oink : Read your mail! Heh.
I hope I didn't give you the wrong link
because I didn't open it.
I think it should be correct. =x
Lin : Where have you been?
Lut : What CCA did you choose?
Ahhhh. I just feel so tied down and restrained.
How?
It's now 2.10AM.
No matter how tired my eyes are,
I think it's pointless to switch off
my computer now. =/
I'll never get to sleep till 2.30am. =/
Of course if I think that way then it'd
always happen. Hah.
My sis bought me a porcelain doll and a star earring.
Yippie.
Another 1.5k to my gold rod. xD
I feel so proud of my achievment. =D
2544g now. =)
Ah I'm so lost.
My heart's at Nursing.
But my brain's at the pay of Accounting.
Why don't they just give me Biomed to solve my dilemma?
I feel so selfish.
Money will always be the problem.
I've been somehow holding back with money.
Money can't buy happiness.
If I asked my heart where I want to go,
it'd be Nursing.
But there's so many factors to consider. ><
I can't imagine how materialistic I'd become.
I don't want to.
But what about living life in comfort?
Ah I'm so bothered.
I'll talk to my dad when he's back.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[12:59 PM]]
April 09, 2005
So things are back to normal.
Not so normal actually,
it's not as if nothing had changed.
But I've learnt my lesson.
Tong Hua's fine again. =)
I koped the fish and bear
that Luther won at Escape.
Didn't get to go because they
went earlier and complained
it was too crowded.
Lic bought a huge, huge bear for $29.90 there.
Met them at some Pasir Ris building instead. =x
I want to learn Pop 'n Music 5!
So cool. Ahahakx. I want the songs too!
2times better than World Combat.
I only spent $1 on WC today
and I the remaining of my money
was spent on Pop 'n Music. Hee. =D
Not as if I spent a fortune. -.-
I brought so little out today. =x
Ahh. Love, love. <3
Oh joy.
I'm going to buy 3 OZ timecodes. =)
Today is Naj's birthday. Hahaha.
The one that entertains me
with my bee. xD
Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[11:49 PM]]
So things are back to normal.
Not so normal actually,
it's not as if nothing had changed.
But I've learnt my lesson.
Tong Hua's fine again. =)
I koped the fish and bear
that Luther won at Escape.
Didn't get to go because they
went earlier and complained
it was too crowded.
Lic bought a huge, huge bear for $29.90 there.
Met them at some Pasir Ris building instead. =x
I want to learn Pop 'n Music 5!
So cool. Ahahakx. I want the songs too!
2times better than World Combat.
I only spent $1 on WC today
and I the remaining of my money
was spent on Pop 'n Music. Hee. =D
Not as if I spent a fortune. -.-
I brought so little out today. =x
Ahh. Love, love. <3
Oh joy.
I'm going to buy 3 OZ timecodes. =)
Today is Naj's birthday. Hahaha.
The one that entertains me
with my bee. xD
Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[11:49 PM]]
April 08, 2005
Results for the appeal only comes out
from late March till Mid April.
I think I have to give up wishing.
Deadline to submit those funny stuff
would be very soon.
It'll be too risky to wait. =/
I want my Science!
Bahbah.
I decided not to play OZ,
at least for now.
Too much will be addictive.
Besides, I want back my old account.
Nursing doesn't sound so bad after all. Tssk.
Passport to overseas ehh!
Then I get to find job there too right?
Then I can find some place to stay there.
And afford living there. ^^
I never even find out if it's possible
to work there legally. Wishful thinking. =/
Been sleeping at 5am past two days.
Reading books again. =x
Then my dad barged in my room at 4am and
caught me reading at such wee hours of the morning.
Oops.
It's been two hours since I first started typing. =x
Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[12:33 PM]]
Results for the appeal only comes out
from late March till Mid April.
I think I have to give up wishing.
Deadline to submit those funny stuff
would be very soon.
It'll be too risky to wait. =/
I want my Science!
Bahbah.
I decided not to play OZ,
at least for now.
Too much will be addictive.
Besides, I want back my old account.
Nursing doesn't sound so bad after all. Tssk.
Passport to overseas ehh!
Then I get to find job there too right?
Then I can find some place to stay there.
And afford living there. ^^
I never even find out if it's possible
to work there legally. Wishful thinking. =/
Been sleeping at 5am past two days.
Reading books again. =x
Then my dad barged in my room at 4am and
caught me reading at such wee hours of the morning.
Oops.
It's been two hours since I first started typing. =x
Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[12:33 PM]]
April 07, 2005
Feeling : Down in the dumps!
I don't like that song anymore!
I hate it to bits.
There's no such thing!
Please don't let me hear it again.
Bahhh.
I rather return to Spirited Away.
I'm so sorry for everything.
I already apologised personally.
But I know it doesn't do much now.
I blew it, I blew it. =(
I guess they're going to hate me for life. x(
I found out that the blood test is nothing
compared to kicking the wall or something.
It's slightly less painful or as painful
as an ant bite.
But the fact is I almost couldn't feel anything. -.-
The xray doctor tortured me. Hahahahaaha.
Had to walk back and forth because she told
me the wrong information.
I don't feel like playing OZ anymore.
I just want to walk around and talk, not fish.
How am I to afford all these gold and all.
Walking aimlessly about OZ.
I just ruin lives.
How I wish I can turn back time and never
say anything at all.
The word guilty hits me right on my face.
I want to help but how?
Nothing would have happened if I wasn't there.
I wonder how it's like to hurt
and to be hurt.
It's been 1hour 18minutes since I started
typing. I don't know what to say.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:15 PM]]
Feeling : Down in the dumps!
I don't like that song anymore!
I hate it to bits.
There's no such thing!
Please don't let me hear it again.
Bahhh.
I rather return to Spirited Away.
I'm so sorry for everything.
I already apologised personally.
But I know it doesn't do much now.
I blew it, I blew it. =(
I guess they're going to hate me for life. x(
I found out that the blood test is nothing
compared to kicking the wall or something.
It's slightly less painful or as painful
as an ant bite.
But the fact is I almost couldn't feel anything. -.-
The xray doctor tortured me. Hahahahaaha.
Had to walk back and forth because she told
me the wrong information.
I don't feel like playing OZ anymore.
I just want to walk around and talk, not fish.
How am I to afford all these gold and all.
Walking aimlessly about OZ.
I just ruin lives.
How I wish I can turn back time and never
say anything at all.
The word guilty hits me right on my face.
I want to help but how?
Nothing would have happened if I wasn't there.
I wonder how it's like to hurt
and to be hurt.
It's been 1hour 18minutes since I started
typing. I don't know what to say.
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:15 PM]]
There are times when I speak before thinking,
when I care only for myself,
when I don't bother about other people's feelings.
This is one of the times.
I feel so bad and I really deserve a slap on the face.
I really don't mean to hurt your feeling by saying
those few words.
I should have known my limits.
I hope you'll forgive me.
Please don't say it's her fault because I learnt it from her.
I just don't know what to say.
Speaking of which, I think I already got
a no names mentioned post in her blog.
But this time I feel real bad.
Because of this I cause a couple who's
already discussing about marriage and all these
to be on the verge of break up.
Please let this be a small matter.
I'm sorry, really sorry.
-nIx- @ [[2:47 AM]]
April 06, 2005
HAHAhaa. I forgot to blog. =x
It's now 12mn. I changed it to 11.59pm.
Happy birthday claws - my new Oz friend. =D
His friend who's a logo artist,
made a shirt for him that's the same as
the one in OZ. That scar faced black shirt.
Still listening to tong hua.
I got the Chinese Lyrics on paper!
Compliments of Elie_phant. Heh.
Went to meet Val at YCK to go
accompany her to NYP to submit her
appeal forms and all.
Then I forgot my Medical Checkup list and all.
Went home to get it.
By the time I left it was like 3.15pm.
The clinic closes at 4pm.
So I didn't go. Needed at least an hour there.
Shall go today. (7April) =)
The milk frother works. HEH.
I love making tornadoes out of it.
I feel like using my old blog skin again. xD
The one in OZ with candles forming a heart.
I want a friend who can help me make OZ stuff!
So cool! xD
I'm going Nursing if I don't get in Biomed.
Period. Please don't make me change my mind again.
It'll be my passport to going overseas -
hopefully it'll remain this way till I manage
to graduate and live there. =)
Besides, going poly is much better and cheaper
than private.
After all, more people prefer poly too.
Employers would think you didn't do well
or know you don't have job experience.
What more? I decided that Accounting..
Is not what I want. I most probably want
that sort of pay but hello?
To go to the highest of whatever I need
a minimum of 3years working experience blabla.
Besides, I want to continue with my Sciences!
(And my wish of working in a hospital.)
Finally everything's making me happy all over again.
I just love this feeling. =)
Not flowering in OZ is fine.
Because it saves me effort
and because I'm using 3day trial accounts. =x
I can see how many times I direct the topic
back to OZ here. =x <3~
Ahh. I just ate an expensive chocolate,
only to realise it has a design printed on it
at the last few bites. Sorry lic. xD
Off for now.
Cuz youuu - you light up my lifee.
You give me hopeee to carry onnn~
-nIx- @ [[11:59 AM]]
HAHAhaa. I forgot to blog. =x
It's now 12mn. I changed it to 11.59pm.
Happy birthday claws - my new Oz friend. =D
His friend who's a logo artist,
made a shirt for him that's the same as
the one in OZ. That scar faced black shirt.
Still listening to tong hua.
I got the Chinese Lyrics on paper!
Compliments of Elie_phant. Heh.
Went to meet Val at YCK to go
accompany her to NYP to submit her
appeal forms and all.
Then I forgot my Medical Checkup list and all.
Went home to get it.
By the time I left it was like 3.15pm.
The clinic closes at 4pm.
So I didn't go. Needed at least an hour there.
Shall go today. (7April) =)
The milk frother works. HEH.
I love making tornadoes out of it.
I feel like using my old blog skin again. xD
The one in OZ with candles forming a heart.
I want a friend who can help me make OZ stuff!
So cool! xD
I'm going Nursing if I don't get in Biomed.
Period. Please don't make me change my mind again.
It'll be my passport to going overseas -
hopefully it'll remain this way till I manage
to graduate and live there. =)
Besides, going poly is much better and cheaper
than private.
After all, more people prefer poly too.
Employers would think you didn't do well
or know you don't have job experience.
What more? I decided that Accounting..
Is not what I want. I most probably want
that sort of pay but hello?
To go to the highest of whatever I need
a minimum of 3years working experience blabla.
Besides, I want to continue with my Sciences!
(And my wish of working in a hospital.)
Finally everything's making me happy all over again.
I just love this feeling. =)
Not flowering in OZ is fine.
Because it saves me effort
and because I'm using 3day trial accounts. =x
I can see how many times I direct the topic
back to OZ here. =x <3~
Ahh. I just ate an expensive chocolate,
only to realise it has a design printed on it
at the last few bites. Sorry lic. xD
Off for now.
Cuz youuu - you light up my lifee.
You give me hopeee to carry onnn~
-nIx- @ [[11:59 AM]]
April 05, 2005
Guess what's stopping me from my blogging spirit? =x
OZ. Whee. I dragged Lin and Val inside. =)
Changed to another 3day account. Heh.
I'll never allow my items to be gone!
They're given to me by friendly people. xD
I suggested a new section to allow players
from both sides to find each other easily.
Then I became moderator of it. Haha.
I don't know how to moderates tuff.
But hey. =D I was given it. Hehe.
Thankss. =)
I want to OZ!
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:40 PM]]
Guess what's stopping me from my blogging spirit? =x
OZ. Whee. I dragged Lin and Val inside. =)
Changed to another 3day account. Heh.
I'll never allow my items to be gone!
They're given to me by friendly people. xD
I suggested a new section to allow players
from both sides to find each other easily.
Then I became moderator of it. Haha.
I don't know how to moderates tuff.
But hey. =D I was given it. Hehe.
Thankss. =)
I want to OZ!
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:40 PM]]
April 04, 2005
Happy.
Ange caught some thrash and she
was still screaming yay yay!
Tomorrow's my last day for OZ. Boo.
But there's a get credit pay later stuff.
Whee. =)
Signed up for Japanese Classes today.
$90 bye bye~
I'm getting my smile back. =D
Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[11:04 PM]]
Happy.
Ange caught some thrash and she
was still screaming yay yay!
Tomorrow's my last day for OZ. Boo.
But there's a get credit pay later stuff.
Whee. =)
Signed up for Japanese Classes today.
$90 bye bye~
I'm getting my smile back. =D
Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[11:04 PM]]
April 03, 2005
Nothing much really makes me any happier
online than being able to play OZ.
So I guess it's been about half or 1month
since I last entered any OZ related page.
Then all of a sudden someone msns me
to go to the web.
3days OZ! It beats nothing.
I thought they closed the server to
international players. =(
Plus the players here are so friendly!
Love them to bits. =D
I still havnt tried OZ Japan and Korea.
I just can't sign up because I can't read.
Hehe. I'm such a happy kid. =D
It's somewhat embarassing that I can't catch
any snake. 9 of them! That means I can't silk either.
Boo. But the bot can catch them. Ahhh~
It's totally not laggy at all.
But I'm still thankful I get to play.
This is heaven. =D~
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[12:58 PM]]
Nothing much really makes me any happier
online than being able to play OZ.
So I guess it's been about half or 1month
since I last entered any OZ related page.
Then all of a sudden someone msns me
to go to the web.
3days OZ! It beats nothing.
I thought they closed the server to
international players. =(
Plus the players here are so friendly!
Love them to bits. =D
I still havnt tried OZ Japan and Korea.
I just can't sign up because I can't read.
Hehe. I'm such a happy kid. =D
It's somewhat embarassing that I can't catch
any snake. 9 of them! That means I can't silk either.
Boo. But the bot can catch them. Ahhh~
It's totally not laggy at all.
But I'm still thankful I get to play.
This is heaven. =D~
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[12:58 PM]]
April 02, 2005
I got splashed by the cars that zoomed by.
So much for holding an umbrella.
I still got wet. Hah.
Plus I was wearing a NEW shirt. =(
Okay la. Thanks for the time I wanted
so badly to laugh at the people holding
the umbrella sideways while at the pavement
while vehicles are passing.
Of course I didn't laugh because I was
in a bus surrounded by so many people.
I suppose the car driver's laughing. Heh.
Took like 45minutes to walk to Waterloo Street
when I think I could have done it in 7minutes
after getting out fo the MRT if I knew the way.
Asked a lot of people and I don't know la.
Walked back and forth and in a big square. =/
Then off to the airport to send my sis off.
I will not miss her alarm ringing 1hour before
the time she's suppose to wake up.
The one that keeps ringing every 5 or 10minutes.
I'm so sleepy now.
Got woken up by my dad plenty of times.
Because I was so tired I plopped back into bed
after he left.
Then he'd come back and the cycle repeats.
Yada.
Jia Ying knows how to play Spirited Away on the piano.
Boo. =(~
I'm still listening to Tong Hua. Haha.
Fairytale! =D
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:23 PM]]
I got splashed by the cars that zoomed by.
So much for holding an umbrella.
I still got wet. Hah.
Plus I was wearing a NEW shirt. =(
Okay la. Thanks for the time I wanted
so badly to laugh at the people holding
the umbrella sideways while at the pavement
while vehicles are passing.
Of course I didn't laugh because I was
in a bus surrounded by so many people.
I suppose the car driver's laughing. Heh.
Took like 45minutes to walk to Waterloo Street
when I think I could have done it in 7minutes
after getting out fo the MRT if I knew the way.
Asked a lot of people and I don't know la.
Walked back and forth and in a big square. =/
Then off to the airport to send my sis off.
I will not miss her alarm ringing 1hour before
the time she's suppose to wake up.
The one that keeps ringing every 5 or 10minutes.
I'm so sleepy now.
Got woken up by my dad plenty of times.
Because I was so tired I plopped back into bed
after he left.
Then he'd come back and the cycle repeats.
Yada.
Jia Ying knows how to play Spirited Away on the piano.
Boo. =(~
I'm still listening to Tong Hua. Haha.
Fairytale! =D
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[11:23 PM]]
April 01, 2005
It's hard to type like this but I have plenty to talk about. I know there shouldn't be a barrier between people of different academic and educational levels. Etc, etc. I feel so bad. But I just can't help it. I just feel prejudiced against them. Maybe not so much on the academic part. But the company of them. Majority of them - based on what I see - smoke, full of vulgarities, not following rules.. etc etc. Ok la I think they're bad company. Very hard for them to start a friendship with me. Forgive me. I shall put this aside and never talk about it anymore.
Oh yea. MI called me to say my appeal/application
is unsuccessful. But thanks a lot for informing me
instead of making me wait like some foolish person.
[[If I were interested in it still.]]
I don't know how to help Lic.
I wish I'd spoken to her earlier about
private stuff I shouldn't be saying here.
I'll leave your minds to wonder.
Hoping my wishes would come true.
I hadn't really made wishes though.
Hoping my hopes would be answered
and I'd be happy with the outcome.
Come to think of it.
Yes, I'm very confused.
Where am I able to go after
completing Biomed? (If I manage to enter.)
Hospitallll. xD
I'm listening to Tong Hua over and over again.
Because I'm so suay that everytime I want
to try figuring out the contents,
people are sleeping.
So it's rather like some background music
because Spirited Away has high notes
which are quite sharp especially
in quiet nights. =)
Sagara Souske is so cute!
His face looks so perfect. Ahh. <3!
If only people could have that
type of hair in real life. =D
Oops. Okay fine. I'm not being realistic here.
People can't maintain such nice hair like that.
Ya. He's a character from Full Metal Panic. =D
I'm lagging like crazy.
Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[11:41 PM]]
It's hard to type like this but I have plenty to talk about. I know there shouldn't be a barrier between people of different academic and educational levels. Etc, etc. I feel so bad. But I just can't help it. I just feel prejudiced against them. Maybe not so much on the academic part. But the company of them. Majority of them - based on what I see - smoke, full of vulgarities, not following rules.. etc etc. Ok la I think they're bad company. Very hard for them to start a friendship with me. Forgive me. I shall put this aside and never talk about it anymore.
Oh yea. MI called me to say my appeal/application
is unsuccessful. But thanks a lot for informing me
instead of making me wait like some foolish person.
[[If I were interested in it still.]]
I don't know how to help Lic.
I wish I'd spoken to her earlier about
private stuff I shouldn't be saying here.
I'll leave your minds to wonder.
Hoping my wishes would come true.
I hadn't really made wishes though.
Hoping my hopes would be answered
and I'd be happy with the outcome.
Come to think of it.
Yes, I'm very confused.
Where am I able to go after
completing Biomed? (If I manage to enter.)
Hospitallll. xD
I'm listening to Tong Hua over and over again.
Because I'm so suay that everytime I want
to try figuring out the contents,
people are sleeping.
So it's rather like some background music
because Spirited Away has high notes
which are quite sharp especially
in quiet nights. =)
Sagara Souske is so cute!
His face looks so perfect. Ahh. <3!
If only people could have that
type of hair in real life. =D
Oops. Okay fine. I'm not being realistic here.
People can't maintain such nice hair like that.
Ya. He's a character from Full Metal Panic. =D
I'm lagging like crazy.
Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[11:41 PM]]
I think to trick people but end up tricked
is the worst idea ever. Haha.
I woke up at 7am!
Earlier than my parents haha.
I'm like dead beat now.
Met Val at J8 to eat breakfast.
Apparently the woman at Delifrance
gave us the wrong stuff. Hah.
But nevermind. Maybe she's new. =/
Then proceeded to NTUC to buy ingredients
for cookies and then to Dennis house
to collect my shoebox and hairclips and all.
Whee. =D
Then off to bake cookies.
The 2nd batch was horrible. HAHAHA.
Then we packed them and passed them
to teachers.
"Inside have poison, not fully cooked.. etc"
Hurr. Val! Dye hair! I'm guai kia. =D
Yes I did buy that shirt,
but there's a catch to it. =x
I bought the bright green version
and exchanged it with lic.
She will pass me the shirt some other time. Heh.
My legs would have gave way if I walked any longer.
There's a shirt in Bugis Village that TOTALLY
caught my attention there.
I mean only after the lady told us about it.
It's this shop in the 2nd floor place.
We were looking at the henna and stuff.
Then she was eager to tell us about the shirt
she's selling. Passed us a mirror.
"You see the word here is ANGEL. Look into
the mirror and see what it shows."
*Lic starts pointing the mirror and looks at
Ange through it. -.-|||
Yea. I couldn't figure out without the help
of the mirror but it's totally cool!
The lady designed it herself.
With the mirror it reads DEVIL.
So kawaii. But expensive. $18 xD
Though if I had the money I would
have been eager to buy it. Hah.
Off for now. =)
-nIx- @ [[8:18 PM]]
I want to buy this shirt and I'm gonna! =D
No this is not an April Fools Day joke. =)
-nIx- @ [[12:22 AM]]
